i once thought you are my hope but now,
i hav broken you in to pieces.
you once thought i was your money tree, but now even if you take the hold tree for juicing there is not a single drop will be out.
i once thought you can wil be the one, but you are not.
i once thought you are the right one, even everyone is saying bad about you, i was wrong

how wrong am i to hav trusted you in the first place

my heart is tired and not a single drop of tears can be flowing out of it.

am i wrong to told you everything?

i jus want you to know.

I am Going TO TRY....!!

I jus check my average GPA.....!!
YES...!! Finally my real tertiary education are starting, but of course if i pass the admission too..!!

But i really didnt waste my 2 year studying in ITE hahahaha.

really hoping to get in a poly...!!

hahahahahhaahahahahaha....!!

I AM SO TRANSPARENT TO YOU!

YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS?

This few days after exam is to boring..... and with alot of "news".

i dont want to accept the fact that i am in this situation now!

i jus want to be normal and face tmr as usual.

I cant take this anymore, ever since i am in my tertiary education i cant take the facts of life, when, i was in secondary everything seem to be in perfect shape and order, thing jus come and go and i am just like, do and pass, jus get them over and done with will do, but now!

its just so different!

i realized or learn a lot of information on this road of life in the pass two years.

Is this real life?

am i dreaming?

qns, ever since secondary days.

i am not dreaming right?

because my heart can feel all the hurt you gave me.

??

I am dancing in the dark, where I can hide away from the spotlight and the eyes of others.

i cant even feel if you are there dancing with me.

Ilove,beside oneself,depressed is what you let me felt but i just cant turn on the waterworks.

Giving chance to ppl is jus a way to work this out but not everything.

every one has limit to everything lor...!

We are the only 3 exco doing work and other 2 is opening mouth without action, 1 body here soul and brain not here, last one worst MIA and use ankle to type a keyboard.

Members been lookin at us and i dont think you all dont know tat, we are all studying in the same sch lor. Giving one hour of you lesson time can kill you..??? like not every week we got exco meeting wad..!

Is because there is ppl like you then we have to meet every week with differnt exco to meet your timing lor. You thing you got project we dont have ah?

my project is more complicate that yours hor..! yours is like plan and put in presentation and window office hor...!

Mine is like paper drawing, 2D, 3D, presentation, more presentation.

your project only last for 2 weeks mostly.

mine..? 4weeks or more

pls lah you think my one easy??

i change place with you lah

always give stupid reason not coming and unable to attend meeting

Shit to you all...!!

nite and peace out

Feeling better after blogging on my other blog..!!!

wad a relief man..!!

this been going on this few weekkss...!!! for the next few too:)

fun but tiring...!!

have fun everyone:)

nite

Today is just slack in class....!!

tmr is thunderstorm, next tuesday is ....x

??

Sometimes its jus hard to explain...

ppl will think alot more that wad is expected.

meet up..

waooohhhh...
i am ver angry
someone asked me out somedays ago to meet up today and i waited for so long for him,then he said sorry i not feeling well today and i dont feel going out liao...!

Anyway before he said tat.

He said, when i wake up let him know, so i sms-ed him. After 1hr plus i call then he say ohh i jus wake up.... So its ok i take it lah, i tried to understand so i said i am done a ready to go out. He asked hav you eaten lunch, so anyway my mum bought lunch and i say i going to eat now so he also when off eating and wash up.. after finishing he will call me to leh me know...he said. By then the time is 1pm to 2 already... after alot of time wasted looking at the dame phone, drinking water just to wait for his call... it like 3 plus liao
finally i call him then he say he dont feel like going out (full-stop) with silents cause i not feeling well
ok bye then thats all lor at least last time i did say sorry and let him know earlier lor so he dont need to wait....


super dont like the feel of this whole thing... my day i wasted...!!!

i can go refill my stationary and finish up my logo project tgt ending the day with cleaning up my room a little lor....

Hate

long

dear friends:)

I am back in bloggger:)

yeah..!

hahaah

wooaaahhh.... so long didnt blog...

my class heat and project is cooking my brain real fast.

Two more days till deadline, what a busy timeline.

i am not TIRED, but lazy.

i cant seem to keep myself going anymore.

i dont know whats right and whats real anymore. 

I am dreaming. (i hope)